summer makes me become some big puddle of braindead mush and it sort of drives me insane. i was just reading some entries from this girls diary that i used to always follow. shes a crazy druggie but i love her quotes...anyways.... shes deep and this summer i find it hard to be productive let alone write something meaningful.
i tend to just reacap solid life events. useful but anyone could tell you what i write by watching my life. i wanna say how i feel and no one else can see.
this is where i should start typing the deep part.
i know this sounds crazy but i cant be deep when my life is peaceful. i cant think in depth about life when im just swaying along happy...
it gives life no controversy for me, nothing to wonder about.
well then i'll be shallow and recap only like...today or maybe yesterday too. who knows its all the same lately and sometimes it gets on my nerves realizing my life is always the same but in the moments when im actaully doing those things im more content with my life than ever.
mmmmmm chris came over and talked on my porch for a while, went home at 11 and we slept till i had work in the morning found a comp error and saved weis' ass,mall to visit chris, went to chris' later and watched the rookie went home at 1:30, slept, woke up went to chris' watched xxx, went to garfields with him and brennan, watched some of allens softball game, came back... i'm here. its sorta night, i'm not out, its hot out. bad story?
i tend to live with chris? he's basically my only friend? yep.
but ive enver had a friend that ive chilled with all day who gets online and starts talking the second i get home till i sleep, sleeps with my sweatshirt when im not there, and then texts me right when they wake up in the morning to chill again.
its weird i dont usually do that sort of thing, i get annoyed when people talk to me too much.
apparently he's different.
we're like...you know little girls at slumber parties when its fiiiinally quiet but you cant sleep cuz you just have to say that one last thing thats popped into ur mind? yeah. we do that like the worst 7 year olds ever therefore never sleep. seriously have to play dont break the sugar bowl and he tends to lose far too often.
well today he gave me a bigleaguechew ring that he got as a little kid fromt he bubble gum. its metal and nice looking.
allens intoxicated and rambling so i'm sorta going spacy on this entry cuz hes more enjoyable.
so much for the deepness. i blame summer. however blames not always a bad thing.
i luff the summer nothingness.
9:58 p.m. - 08-01-05
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