last night my parents kicked me out of the house.
basically saying if you leave that door you are out for good and you cant come back ever and we arent paying for ur college... you get the picture disownage.
so chris and allen picked me up and we went to allens and i felt bad cuz chris blamed himself saying he was ruining my life. i told him i did what i did anyways so much for him quitting smoking.
i dotn think i said more than 5 words at the campfire anyways so i slept in chris's family room again and we watched boondock saints in the morning. went to charleys and he ordered a salad too.
soooo then chris dropped me off at nicks and i layed on his futon and watched teh entire season of aquateen while eating a huge plate of bagel bites all afternoon.
hhaha.... and he took me home and when i walked in the door my mom was like we were about to call the cops you said youd be home in the morning to get ur stuff and its night we thought you were in a ditch or something!!!>!>!>>!
...i was underthe impression that i wasnt supposed to come back? haha well my dad was just like you have tonight to decided if you wanna stay here or not. and my moms still flipping shit and i dont know why.
but i thank chris for picking me up and telling me to go back home for the night, for buying the orange gatorade and buying me sheetz food last night, i thank nick for letting me wash my hair at his house cuz it was a grease ball and i was freaking out cuz im hairgrease ocd.
i hate how theres no challenges in my life.
like even when something supposed to be this huge struggle its worthless and its like 5 mins after i get home and everythigns normal except for my mom flipping about ditches when im gone for 15 hours.
i give up on battles.
i have a great bf, great friends, lazy summer nights and i'm content.
i guess i dont need the struggle
7:53 p.m. - 07-29-05
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