i just finished my last entry about... 10 mins ago?
writing inspiration has clicked in. not as much that i guess but i need to get things out so that they aren't in me and i can like move on with my thoughts?
i make no sense, deal with it.
i think its really amazing how much power your train of thought and mind state control your life.
like yesterday i was all overly analyitical and today i'm just very social and helping everyone with their problems, and a few weeks ago i was goofy and just like adorable. but im still exactly the same. i just act different.
and i do that cuz of what my minds thinking or feeling or the chemicals...who knows.
but it amazes me.
two people infoed me today. it makes me feel pretty awesome when that happens. i'm really optimistic today and its amazing (i just used that word i know) me how to those same comments yesterday i probably would have responded completly different.
i guess this mood works better for me. and i always say...i want to stay in this mood forever... but i never can.
moods i have like:
-dark evil plotting mind
-happy help everyone save the world
-fix everything
-i can do anything
-people are dramatic im chill
-i dont care to talk to people
-i rock
-im cute im gonna be a ham
-who knows...why am i even listing this?!?!?!
okay lets declare me crazy...
tonight im the optimist talking to a lot of people with problems. well everyone has problems, lots of ppl sharing problems. it makes me feel good even if im doing nothing for them really. i at least feel that my company is appreciated. i dont know anyone who doesnt like that feeling.
yeahhh maybe im just writing cuz i have too much energy and i feel like i always have to be typing. so between convos ill stop in here, type a few words, resume.
this really is quite worthless. pointless entry but time consuming so worth it to me at least.
thanks hillary for what you said. it made my day seriously.
girls tend not to chew, i do. im debating on moving across the room to get my can. im tired.
okay its fizzled out i started this entry with an idea. it might have started... it went no where. sorry to break it to you. i hope you can still sleep tonight.
11:05 p.m. - 08-01-05
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