TODAY
it hit me hardest
And it was really weird because I was so desperate for anything to help. I read the bible for two hours out loud, I sang at the top of my lungs for half the afternoon. And now I look for quotes.
And if I could have one thing right now. If one wish could be granted to me on this day, I'd ask to see Trevor. And since that one is not likely, I'd ask rather that he could just know how much I miss him. That maybe if I sing loud enough, he will hear me....
Dreams do not vanish, so long as people do not abandon them.
--Phantom F. Harlock
Sometimes dreams alter the course of an entire life.
--Judith Duerk
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
--Carl Jung
Hope is the companion of power and the mother of success, For those of us who hope strongest have within us the gift of miracles...
but what do I want? I don't want Trevor to leave his family. No I don't want that at all. And it hurts so much for me to say this but I love him, and I just want him to be happy, no matter what that means.
I'd rather have him somewhere else happy than with me wishing he were there.
But if he were there wishing he were with me, I'd ask him back in a heartbeat, and I'd never have another wish, because I would have all I ever wanted.
7:10 p.m. - Friday, Aug. 06, 2004
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