I'm so fucking pissed of at the world its not even funny (tho i dont know why people say that cuz when is it funny?)
But its probably stupid that im pissed for this cuz its no ones fault.
I'm talking to people online that i havent talked to for a while
You know they IM me out of the blue and im like heyyyy whats uppppp
and they ask how my life is
and i tell them trevor moved
and they ask me who that is
and thats when i started to cry.
how can you not know trevor, why didn't you meet him why couldn't have you known him???
And now he's gone and they never will, and to them he'll only be the guy that i talk about the way he'd have been to me if i never met him.
I HATE that!!!!
I'm really frusterated right now and I hate the entire world
why didn't they get to know him. Why do they have to look him up in the yearbook. why. why. whyyyyyy.
Fuck
fucking asshole bitch fuck fucker damnit fuck
Calm yourself buddy
Breathe
Please be okay
Please please be okay
Okayyyyy
In other news becuase i only seem to write about trev... and seriously hes all i WANT to write about, probably cuz hes constantly on my mind. But i do have a life outside of trevor and i should break that in so someday i dont look back and see all trevor and wonder what was going on in my life.
Actaully...
there isnt much of anything
Chambers and i are talking about how the world portrays girls as ditzes and little girls these days want to be liek the ones on clueless and jessica simpson.
That FURTHERLY pisses me off cuz whats this world coming to!!!!!???!!!
And then im trying to be happy to nick cuz i feel like i complain to him a lot about the woes in my life and hes really supportive always... but i hate when people always complain to me and i feel like thats what im doing.
i find it funny when i crazck a joke and someone takes it sooo literally. I'm like take me on vacay and they actally go on about why they cant...
awesome.
im gonna shut up now.
sleep?
nah.
ill do something
10:46 p.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 03, 2004
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