All my bags are packed and i'm ready to go
I'm standin here outside the door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin it's early morn
The taxi's waitin it's blowin his horn
Already i'm so lonesome i could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know if i'll be back again
Oh babe i hate to go
So many times i let you down
There's so many times i fucked around
Believe me now they don't mean a thing
Cause every place i go i'll think of you
Every song i'll sing i'll sing for you
And when i come back i'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe i hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time now let me kiss you
Close your eyes and i'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When i won't have to leave alone
About the times that i won't have to say....
Oh kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me
Never let me go
Cause i'm leavin on a jet plane
Don't know when i'll be back again
Oh babe i hate to go
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- I'm utterly defenseless and all I can do is quote music. And although it wont make me feel later how I feel now. I need it. I shouldnt be so upset. My life shouldnt feel worthless and i shouldnt be so depressed because one person left. Serioulsy, i just want to say jessie grow up and get over it. I don't think i can do that. Honestly, im utterly defeseless, and the musics all i can do.-
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I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry your smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)
Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)
How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
12:09 a.m. - Wednesday, Aug. 04, 2004
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