Sometimes in life it just dawns on you what you should obviously be doing....
I walked in to work today and on my way down an aisle i was like jessie!
watch armageddon.
I will if i can find the power to do such a thing.
Today I was the happiest and most sincere person in work. And I didn't even want to leave to go home.
I just had so much fun talking to the customers and making their lives happier. And today I got more compliments than ever before. Everyone was like you have a wonderful smile, or you've jsut made my day, or thanks for being here....
I thank Trev for that. I decided on my way back from break that I thank Trev for that very much so i said a prayer asking god to let trevor know how much he means to me.
He was definatly an inspiration to me and i hope that the new attitude that i have will stay with me forever and never fade away.
It was sad at work also though. Because everyone in there is college or older and they always want to hear my trevor stories because they say that they wish they could find that and i sound like i live a movie life.
And so today they asked.
And i had to tell them hes gone.... and jen was like... seriously, move to florida...
is that even realistic????
i think its insane, but yet everyone there seems to agree with her oddly.
They say that i have this perfect thing and they've lived longer than me and something like this doesn't happen very often ever, don't lose it.
And im jsut like..... sigh
I don't think they realize hey im not even 18, they can go where ever they want, but im still living with my family.
It makes me sad to think i could be with him though if i wanted to. Many people would probably think me crazy though and its probably and irrational thought.
Wawawawa!!! I'm in the weirdest mood! and i blame trev-orrrr and i love it.
Cuz im so random and more personable and awesome.
I miss him
10:07 p.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 03, 2004
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