Trevorrrrrrr
came over today at 8am and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with me.
8 is soooo much earlier than it is when you have a two hour delay!
But it was awesome even though I was sleepy cuz I was talking to him late at night so I didn't sleeeeeeep.
So blue jolly ranchers smell like beer and trevor is an immaculate kisser.
He makes me feel so special especially when he picks me up and carrys me around honeymoon style.
And my parents love him.
And I'm really going to miss him.
And I have weird fingers... but I think Trev's should bend back a bitttt more.
Plus I think that the willy wonka movie and quite the flaws... like if grandpa never got out of bed how did he go to the bathroom, and how did slugworth talk to all the kids that found the tickets, sure he coudl have know where the tickets were but how did he know when theyd be opened in each country!
Trevor has a PURPLE camera. And I like it.
And he told me more stories about a rock smashing a tent, and about his first time skiing.
We really do talk about anything and everything. I like how we have similar opinions and understand what each other mean.
I'm spending everyday with him now...
And i want to get every second with him i can before he leaves
...but i know its really gonna change my life now when he does.
hes no longer that cute guy that went to dq with us, or the guy who cut the abrecrombie out of his shirt...
hes trevor! awwww trevor
he makes me so happy
i do love him.
But the rest of my life is really messed up. And as much as i hate when nick is constantly saying "you live a shit life" its proving true.
I now.... pay my medical and car insurance, only have the car for work and have to count miles and pay for them, do my laundry, fold my laundry, have to pay all my phone, cable and internet bills, but cant be online past 11, my mom says.... its required they clothe, feed and shelther me. I have clothes, if i want new ones for school i must buy them myself, i get food and shampoo usage.
What a life i live
its like im a boarder... but with no independance
and thats what started this. they were like wiht independance comes responsibilities. But we've decided to give you more independance....
No they gave me all that but nothing in return but a timer online.... I've got the responsibilities... wheres my independance now
yeah come december im moving.
I don't want to become depressed again... but i think I am, i can feel it building up
and the person keeping me happy and sane through it all is moving in 2 days.
Fate fell short this time...
yeah fates soooo not on my side this week.
Maybe next. Maybe fate has a plan that will blow me away.
till then ill wait
and listen to my music, and know like always with the help of nd and trev
ill pull through
6:01 p.m. - Saturday, Jul. 31, 2004
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