However much I loved my life this morning.. after babysitting today it was escalated about 50 or so notches.
You must realize this is the most boy crazy person I have ever met and shes a mere 7.... so I love her. She's definatly my favorite person to babysit besides Tanya who is my utimate fav although I never see her any more :-/
But! Okay so heres my day....
I get there she shows me her new room which is Cheetah theme. No not leopard..cheetah. So she tells me about her love life for a bit and she says this boy is obviously interested because he teases her and is really mean to her. Haha the knowledge of kids is basically none because they hear thats how it works...I don't really think its that way, perhaps times have changed.
Shes actaully however... the smartest person I know when it comes to metaphors altough I believe she is oblivious to what she is doing. She was all excited about MY love life (yeah that one I dont have) so she found a yearbook guy and told me to make a heart saying 'I'm sad totally!' (she wants to be a teenager) and she was like okay...so this guy likes another girl and kisses her and you don't care.
Then he likes you and you are happy, then he likes this other girl (she rips the heart in half) but then you heal (I tape it back together) but then he liked these other 35 girls on this page! and broke ur heart again (the heart was ripped again) and me and this guy kept doing this until that paper heart really didnt tape back together well at all and it was all broken up in pieces. At first it taped nicely and showd barely any mark or scaring, but it got a lot worse the more it was broken.
Therefore... I love her
She knows what shes talking about. I'm glad she'll be smart someday unlike most of the world.
Its funny how innocent everything is then though. Like I told her this guy kissed me on the cheek and she basically said we're gonna get married becuase we kissed and maybe we could someday do that tounge thing if and when we got married.
Ahhhh the life. So she asked me "Do you know how to give your guy a treat?"
Me: ......silent gasp.....pause... no explain to me
And shes like... well if you want him to love you you have to get him a present, get him a shark tooth necklace and a matching bracelet and then a think black studded bracelet for the other arm...
7 years old
And then i have to tape his picture in my locker and when he goes by it I have to open it and scream his name...
I'll have to try that next year, see how that works haha.
She talked to me about lockets... is it weird that they make me sad? I remember when I was a kid my mom always wanted to buy me one and I'd always refuse because it was my dream that a guy would buy me one and id wear it forever. You know in reality thats the best gift someone I like could ever get me. I'd seriously cry because its all ive ever wanted. Haha someday. You know what NO! seriously it WILL happen and i wont lose hope!
One thing she said was... he'll love you, i know it, he will see the true in life, and he will love you...
I was like... you think? and then i realized she didn't really know what she was talking about. But seriously to me it was amazing talking to her because I could let everything I felt emotionally out and she was interested in every word and when i wanted to talk about something else she WOULDNT let me! So I spilled everything about my life and everything I feel and know. I actaully danced! haha yes danced how many people have ever seen me do that well? And I sang and probably scared her cuz I'm the second most funny head banging singer I know.
She was like ur not too good at singing but you make funny faces... I was like... yeah.. i know.
I donnnnoooo, it was really weird because I got REALLY happy and felt like life was so easy. Like her solutions made sense and I wish it could be that simple.
We made two headed lolipops so me and my guy could both eat it at once... hahaha what ideas she has.
She asked me if my guy died if i would too.
I thought
And realized I really dont love mitch
because I really like him and id be devistated if he died but I don't need him to live. He's the opposite of me and although they say opposites attract I barely believe it. I mean I'm sure in some sense yes that is logical but really thinking about it if your views are that different and you act completely different then you will not work. OKay diff views... functionable because you can debate which is good, but if you have totally different interests and mentalities then its basically hopeless...
I'd die if my second half died. Yet I don't know who that is.
Then we ate red candy becuase she says its 'love candy' and it will make me remember everything.
I don't know why I went on so long about this one single babysitting experience with her. I think I tend to always do this after watching her or Tanya. Its just theyre my favorite people and I love them.
Sigh
It really is a good day and I feel like I'm above the clouds. I also know that is VERY dangerous becuase that makes me more vunerable to crashing. Because you can only get so high until something is less than that and makes you sad. Even if that thing is about happy, if it doesnt reach ur estatic-ness...then it brings you down. But i believe when ur that happy, you find the good in everything.
Maybe thats just me.
Back to reality. Liz is leaving today and I'm really sad about that, she'll still be on campus so it will be dece but im still gonna miss her.
Saw King Arthur last night.... theres much to say. But its not relevant.
Hillary's still mad and I dont know what to do...
Chambers imed me yesterday and i was at the movie and my sister was on and she was like ohhh and didnt talk. So my sis is like wow chambers likes you more than me now and shes one of my best friends. haha. I love how we like jsut talk now and never even mention nick. I find it fairly funny and sweet at the same time
I had a discussion about people yesterday and how they don't see obvious things right infront of them. Do you think even though people grasp this concept as a whole they may still not understand it pertaining to their individial lives?
I think I'm going to work on that.
Anyways, I've got some work today? How do I feel about that? well its alright i shp i suppose.
I donno haha I need a reality check pretty soon because I'm feeling my life is pretty fucking sweet and i dont know if thats all that accurate
OH!!!!
Soups done!
= jessie eating it!!!!!
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-j.c. henry
3:06 p.m. - 2004-07-20
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