Wow... so I come downstairs because my dad is working on my upstair comp and i learn that I can use the internet here.
I wish I would have known that earlier today because I had this strong need to write and let everything in life out.
I'm still pretty sad about it so I'll touch on it. Mitch.
What the hell is wrong with that kid. I fucking hate him (no probably not but thats how I feel at the moment because i am frusterated)He doesnt call and or hang out with me. And all his friends ask me if mitch is over and im like no.... hes not like you guys and the rest of the world, he him self thinks that will make him dorky and thinks its girly.
Wtf
Why cant he be normal cuz it pisses me off so much and he ignored my call today and he hasnt even talked to me since before the cruise.
What an asshole
I know how it works. Ill be pissed as hell, he'll wanna talk to me and ill forget about it. The whole school year was like this though and i was always crying because he never seems to care and all of that jsut flashed back to me today. I remember now why i didnt talk to him the beginning of summer, cuz i was so hurt. What the hells wrong with him that player whos so obsessed with checking girls out its sickening and yet he sees nothing wrong with it
I hate him
Anyyyyways lol.
Life besides that is rolling along pretty well. Summers chill again and not all problems and stress. I mean there is some... but its all personal to the people and not really directly to me.
I think Matt and Liz are gonna work out though cuz he seems pretty interested and they seem to click well when they actually talk.
Sarah's sweet, i really like her and shes easy to get along with, like shes not one of those people that you have to know for months before you can feel comfortable around.
Hillz is back from camp tho i havent seen her yet its definatly a good think.
Then theres Mace who... ehhhh troys talkign to me and righ tnow i HATE mitchs friends cuz they talk to me and he doesnt... anyways where was I? Mace is awesome cuz we talk about interesting things such as childhood and not boring stuff
Errrr!!! Brad and Troy are BOTH flirting with me and askign me to chill.... wtf i hate my life, i want MITCH
fucker, ill forget him
I put soem dye in my hair today... like a miniscule sample, but i like it i think im gonan do my tips red
My moms like 'why are you doing that!??!' im like....cuz i WANT to... haha
I'm sorta chill with myself lately which is making me happy. Its probably cuz mitch was away actually. But i mean i care but nothings a huge deal to me and i dont care what other people think, i jsut like being me.
So troy and brad are saying mithc and them arent back yet and they were just on their sns... i donno if i belive it tho so im questioning them like mad
haha theyre getting all like 'hes not back! seriosuly'
..cuz i asked them what i said to mitch on his sn... they dont know what to answer...
they know nothign im concluding
Oh well, i MUST forget about him
haha i will feel like the biggest loser tho if theyre telling hte truth
aqCobrA: i like it :-*
troyg296: mitch wont
troyg296: has he seen u
aqCobrA: no, and hes gonna be tan, and i dont really care what he thinks of my skin
troyg296: ouch
aqCobrA: not ouch i just dont really give a shit about what anyone thinks, its weak
-haha go me
today this lady in the grocery line made me so happy. She was really old and she jsut stared at me and said 'you are such a beautiful young girl, soft spoken wiht sparkling soft brown eyes, someone must love you very much, it shows
mmmm well...
tell me where to find this guy
cuz currently... guys suck, or at least relationships hahaha oh shit i have to tell a story
chambers talks to me... she goes... im so sad.. i was supposed to go to the movies with nick.. but my mom was gay about itm and called him on my cell phone saying 'i want to meet you before you go anywhere with my daughter' and he apparently didnt feel like driving to boalsburg so they didnt go anywhere. ithought it was a good story
Im tlakign about whats happening other than actaul exciting and pointful things
I'm gonna go
peace
7:00 p.m. - 2004-07-18
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