Well its morning and I really should be either a) sleeping or b) getting ready, or lets throw in a c) reading my final wuthering heights spark notes.
But I tried to update last night and my screen closed so I sort of want to now.
I have a million little things to say but nothing really at all. But everything is wonderful. After the whole horrible nick thing I went through a transformation and rid myself of all the toxins he gave to my brain.
I realized I dont want to be evil or conniving. I just really love the world every detail and every person.
And life has just gone really greatly since. I've been praying a lot, or just thinking in my head to God a lot and it seems to make my life a lot better.
Little things like Cait switching into my class or Nick talking to me and apologizing or having this whole line of people to sit with at the debate just makes me so happy.
Life really is good. To everyone. Yes shitty things happen to people and I have it off really well compaired to some. But I beleive life is 10% what actually happens to you and 90% how you react to it.
example if you dont get it.... you go to art class and trip with your almost finished masterpiece... it rips in half and is ruined. This could crash a day someone could piss and moan and be angry all day from something like this.
But someone else could just laugh it off. Theyd be upset but theres nothing they can do about it now... so why ruin the rest of your day as well? I say try to make the rest better dont mope about 10 mins ago, its a waste of life
So i wanna go bling bling cuz its my last chance to do so.... buuuuut i have none.... sooooo im going diamonds haha.
Ahhhhh im not ready at ALL... I'ma go do that!
6:23 a.m. - Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004
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