I LOVE MY LIFE
Matt and I chilled... like... I was like lets play poker... but not at my house, so we went to holmes foster park sat on the shakey bridge and played penny poker till it got to dark to see the cards so he came over and we played in my room.
And we played bball again and he won again. only by one point this time however. And whenever I jumped off my bed... he caught me... and kissed me.
We're so chill together though. LIke we laid on my bed and discussed movies and stuff and gosh I make fun of him, I'm starting to feel gay about it.
But I gave him a head massage and we had fun kissing. Like we were stupid about it. Kissing with like frog lips and having tight lips or extra puckered. And we looked in each others eyes for a long time to see if eyes really shifted the way they do on movies.
And he was like.... I can read ur mind... ur thinking about dinosaurs and i was like what kind? and he was wrong and i was like pteranodon! and hes like NOOO its pteradon. And so he jumped up and looked it up...
Its interchangable we both won.
Anyways everytime I drive with him he rubs my neck and it feels so good and its so nice i almost hate it, cuz im like... ur ward dont be so nice to me ur my hommie.
But we kissed goodbye, and he asked what i was doing tomorrow and the next day. And I said i have no work... and hes like i will see you. And im like okay tomorrow or the next day it is.. and hes like... how about both? And kisses me again.
Awwwww
I smell like him
What a night. Honestly... I start singing the clean up song and shit around him. And he still likes me. And he actaully kisses me and just wants to touch me like massage and im like no ur turn... and hes like.. no.. this is for you dont worry about it...
How did this happen?
11:03 p.m. - Monday, Aug. 16, 2004
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