Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are
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So I think I have an ear infection. Haha I feel like my head is about to explode. Terrible muffled headache.
I went on a runnnnnnnn. Damn I'm gonna be a speedy fast kid. Wonder if I'll ever have a use for it.
I really want a caeser salad and thats quite impossible sooooo italian dressing on lettuce it is!!!
Seriously though, sometimes I wish I was one of those stupid, one track minded people who just live life. Becuase with me everything I say has a hidden meaning. Hidden intentions. And no one gets them anyways.
Sometimes I want to live the stupid life and not understand a thing in the world and believe souly in fashion magazines and diets and low carbs. Think about guys and only messing around and no commitment...
NO I DONT! geez just listing that makes me sick. Nevermind. Scratch it!!!
So I found this song lately... I kind of love it. Drawing Board by Mest....
"I can recall only this one time
this kind of control, a girl had on my mind
i've fallen deep i can't get out
I've never acted this way before
I've spent days and nights
in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you've heard a million times before
Feeling alone and she's on my mind
try to erase all the pain from that time
she's breakin up
and i'm breakin down now
i'm headed out of this fucked up town
I've spent days and nights
in my bedroom
trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
write a song a day but the band won't like it anyway
back to the drawing board
with the words you've heard a million times before
In your head
so love me so i can be myself again
now hate me so things seem normal in my head
i'm trying to break away this ball and chain
so hate me so things seem normal in my head
things seem normal in my head"
-The tunes so happy, donno why now that i actually look at the words... but its really determined and i was singing it ALLLLLL day yesterday! I go to Wendy's, talking to Joe Beavins in line and start singing it about 3 times... wow... I'm awesome.
I'm ALSSSSSOOOOO soooo sweaty! haha
I'll check in sometime... more life updates on the crazy twisted up down world of jessie colette. Because you know it wont be long until I'm down... its just that day
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Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
1:36 p.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 10, 2004
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