AHHHH Sean and Andy are giving me soooo much hope its SO bad!!!!
-------
uncshibby12: good luck with the trevor love thing
-------
RandleEl1182: im so mad trev is gone
aqCobrA: ohh i know so am i
aqCobrA: wow i miss him so much tho
RandleEl1182: i think u should somehow move there
RandleEl1182: you guys would be so perfect
RandleEl1182: im pissed
aqCobrA: i wish i could
RandleEl1182: yeah
aqCobrA: id do anything to be with him
aqCobrA: honestly
aqCobrA: i would
RandleEl1182: well when ur in love
RandleEl1182: you usually would
RandleEl1182: he feels the same
aqCobrA: whats he said to you?
RandleEl1182: he just told me how much hes gonna miss you
RandleEl1182: and how he tried to spend a lot of time with you
aqCobrA: we spent so much time together it was priceless
aqCobrA: but he'll forget me
RandleEl1182: thats where your wrong
aqCobrA: he has a whole new school of girls
RandleEl1182: hes not that kinda guy
RandleEl1182: he prolly thinks ull forget
RandleEl1182: hes in love with you
aqCobrA: i could never
RandleEl1182: hes not gonna forget u
aqCobrA: make him come back sean!
RandleEl1182: well
aqCobrA: before october
RandleEl1182: i offered to have him live with me
aqCobrA: but he can live with his dad
RandleEl1182: my parents said he could
aqCobrA: make him!
aqCobrA: i really really want him back here
RandleEl1182: you and me both
RandleEl1182: hes my best friend
aqCobrA: seriously im going depressed
RandleEl1182: hes the only mature decent guy i know
aqCobrA: i listen to leaving on a jet plane
aqCobrA: and look at his pics.. and just am like.... what we have is so perfect... come back please!
RandleEl1182: you guys remind me of so many things
RandleEl1182: LISTEN!!!!!
RandleEl1182: peanut butter and jelly, cory and tapanga, the armagedon movie, pearl harbor
aqCobrA: whered that come from?
RandleEl1182: i dunno
RandleEl1182: i was thinking of couples
aqCobrA: really?
RandleEl1182: and thought they reminded me of you guys
RandleEl1182: yeah
RandleEl1182: like think about it
RandleEl1182: in the movie armagedon
aqCobrA: wow!
RandleEl1182: they sing that song
aqCobrA: no sean
aqCobrA: read this
RandleEl1182: cazzzz im leavinnnnn
RandleEl1182: on a jetttt planeee
RandleEl1182: ok
aqCobrA: lemme find it
RandleEl1182: ok
aqCobrA: http://jchen.diaryland.com/040804_82.html
RandleEl1182: is this yours
RandleEl1182: or whos
aqCobrA: yeah mine
aqCobrA: but you said so many things on my list
RandleEl1182: i honestly think you guys can make it
RandleEl1182: ive never seen anything like this
RandleEl1182: i know
RandleEl1182: but think about it
RandleEl1182: lol
aqCobrA: i MIIIIIISSSS him sooooo much
aqCobrA: if he doenst like it
aqCobrA: he'll move back?
RandleEl1182: hed move bavck
RandleEl1182: yeah
RandleEl1182: mos def
aqCobrA: for real!!!!!!!!!!
aqCobrA: i hope so much he hates it!
RandleEl1182: haha
RandleEl1182: your so evil to get what u want
aqCobrA: i love him
aqCobrA: :'(
RandleEl1182: he loves u
RandleEl1182: you guys are gonna get married
RandleEl1182: have a big house
RandleEl1182: have lovely children
aqCobrA: dont get my hopes up im grinning so big
RandleEl1182: eh sorry jess
aqCobrA: sigh
RandleEl1182: well, he picked a great girl in you, and you picked a great guy, trust me you guys can make it work
aqCobrA: he lives in florida!!!
RandleEl1182: no matter the distance love can always survive
RandleEl1182: if... the people in it believe in each other
RandleEl1182: and have the will
aqCobrA: what idf he doesnt
aqCobrA: hes sure to meet soemone
RandleEl1182: jessie snap out of it
RandleEl1182: HELLOOOO
RandleEl1182: he loves u
RandleEl1182: i told u 100000 times
aqCobrA: anyone woudl love him
RandleEl1182: but HE LOVES U
aqCobrA: everyone will go crazy for him
aqCobrA: but i live miles and miles away
RandleEl1182: lol
RandleEl1182: jessie u gotta have some confidence
RandleEl1182: he will visit up here
RandleEl1182: and he will be stunned by your inner and outer beauty
aqCobrA: can i woo him back?
RandleEl1182: prolly
RandleEl1182: you got the charm
aqCobrA: but to move?
RandleEl1182: and the cute face
RandleEl1182: to do it
aqCobrA: thats pretty big
RandleEl1182: if you told him to marry you
RandleEl1182: then he would
aqCobrA: how about if i ask him to marry me
RandleEl1182: like seriously
RandleEl1182: ?
RandleEl1182: not like hey im 12 years old marry me type of deal
aqCobrA: woudl that work???
RandleEl1182: it has a good chance
RandleEl1182: if u were serious
RandleEl1182: and could convince him
aqCobrA: id marry hm
RandleEl1182: then ask him what he would think about the idea
aqCobrA: i wanna see him again
aqCobrA: and jsut hod him
aqCobrA: and play with his hair
RandleEl1182: lol
aqCobrA: it would be so irrational though
RandleEl1182: yeha
RandleEl1182: i dunno
RandleEl1182: im just trying to help
RandleEl1182: cause i wanna see you guys together
RandleEl1182: somehow
aqCobrA: i know somewhere some howe well be togetherrrrrrrr
RandleEl1182: thats the right attitude
aqCobrA: sigh
aqCobrA: i see all these movies and listen to all these love songs
aqCobrA: and they all work out in the end
RandleEl1182: yeah////
aqCobrA: but trev lives far away
RandleEl1182: i bet yours will
RandleEl1182: jessie
RandleEl1182: distance does not matter in love
RandleEl1182: anything can happen
aqCobrA: ur so positive like me!
RandleEl1182: cause you and i are best buds i think
RandleEl1182: like me and trev
RandleEl1182: so we think alike
aqCobrA: make hims come back NOOOOW
---------
Sean and I are talking for forever and a half.... Still talking...
Ohhhhhhh how i miss trev-orrrrr now. I miss kissing him and his smile and his smell and his hair and his voice and feeling him breathe.
I miss him so much. I'm afraid hes moving on... and im jsut here.... seriously... Trev come back. This is so desperate sounding but id do anything in the world for you and id NEVER hurt you and i jsut want to be with you. Please
---------
In other news i hate nick and chambers and i have been like...blahing about him for 4 hours, or more how natalie would be gay about certain things cuz she really prejudice
im not going to the party
-------
i miss trev smoke detect-orrrr
11:07 p.m. - Thursday, Aug. 05, 2004
Recent entries:
The book day one - 12-05-06
random girls info - 06-01-06
names of summer - 06-01-06
names of summer - 06-01-06
one week in - 05-14-06
My profile
Archives
Archives
Archives1
Archives2
Archives3
Archives4
Notes
Diaryland
Random
RSS
others:
lilward
lizzles
eyesthatfear
poisonhearts
starproof89
luvabeans
abusemyheart
angryfists
ifearmyself9
chelsae88
xxalexaxx
abbz42088
jes38
jchenry
snowchicka
femmefatale2
bestdception
lulu16
chasinbliss