I've definatly fallen for Trevor.
Everytime we talk I lay in my bed for hours afterward replaying all this amazing stuff in my head.
I used to quote everything that I love about him. But honestly. Everything that he says makes me more and more intrigued because the more I learn, the more we realize we are each other.
I'll quote him one last time. Because I like what we said here. It says waht we are and its why I can't quote him. Because if I were to quote every good thing he said, id be pasting a 6 hour convo in here daily.
Ahhh shit! haha I started reading the convo and i was looking for a specific part... but I'm reading going OH i want to paste that! and that!
I'll do as i please lol
atlfalcons4 2: i didnt want to tell you this
atlfalcons4 2: but
atlfalcons4 2: that night we talked for six hours
atlfalcons4 2: i lost a lot of sleep
atlfalcons4 2: because i just couldnt stop thinking about you
aqCobrA: i did the same thing actaully
atlfalcons4 2: you know what else i want to do with you
aqCobrA : what?
atlfalcons4 2: just take a picnic blankett and lay it out on the grass and stare at the stars
atlfalcons4 2: we are really good at staring at stars
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:27 PM): we are such..
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:29 PM): what did you call it
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:31 PM): other halves
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:34 PM): its scary
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:53 PM): sometimes i think you are the exact same person
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:53 PM): as me
atlfalcons4 2 (7:51:53 PM): just a little cuter
aqCobrA (7:52:02 PM): it makes me really happy because you understand everything
atlfalcons4 2 (7:52:38 PM): mmmmm
atlfalcons4 2 (7:53:05 PM): do you know whats reallllly good at any time
aqCobrA (7:53:09 PM): what?
atlfalcons4 2 (7:53:28 PM): nature valley granola bars
aqCobrA (7:53:48 PM): the trail mix ones are good
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:02 PM): are you kidding
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:04 PM): you did not just say that
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:07 PM): fruit and nut?
aqCobrA (7:54:08 PM): oh i did
aqCobrA (7:54:10 PM): yeah!
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:14 PM): i just bought a box of those yesterday!
aqCobrA (7:54:25 PM): aw trevor... you are me
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:40 PM): ahah im so glad i met my other half
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:41 PM): now another thing to remember you by
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:46 PM): haha every time i eat a granola bar
atlfalcons4 2 (7:54:56 PM): itll be a JESSIE BAR
aqCobrA (8:17:19 PM): it makes my heart really big and happy
aqCobrA (8:17:24 PM): i dont think that makes sense
aqCobrA (8:17:28 PM): but tahts what it does
atlfalcons4 2 (8:17:33 PM): it makes all the sense int he world
atlfalcons4 2 (8:17:40 PM): thats the best description i could think of
aqCobrA (8:17:56 PM): and that makes me smile without end
aqCobrA (8:18:36 PM): wow
atlfalcons4 2 (8:18:44 PM): i feel like such a dweeb
atlfalcons4 2 (8:18:45 PM): sitting here just grinnng at my computer screen
aqCobrA (8:18:55 PM): me too! but its all you can do
atlfalcons4 2 (8:26:28 PM): haha jeez
atlfalcons4 2 (8:26:28 PM): EVERY SINGLE SONG I HAVE LISTENED TO TONIGHT
atlfalcons4 2 (8:26:28 PM): REMINDS ME OF YOU
atlfalcons4 2 (8:26:28 PM): an ACDC song
atlfalcons4 2 (8:26:29 PM): for goondess sake
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atlfalcons4 2 (8:29:51 PM): its so much fun
atlfalcons4 2 (8:29:53 PM): its not like... trumpet
atlfalcons4 2 (8:30:10 PM): i used to play that
atlfalcons4 2 (8:30:10 PM): guitar i just go wild singing my head off and cranking the amp up to the 'piss off mom' level
aqCobrA (8:30:18 PM): trumpet?
atlfalcons4 2 (8:30:23 PM): trumpet SUCKED
atlfalcons4 2 (8:30:26 PM): i played it in school band
aqCobrA (8:31:16 PM): wow
aqCobrA (12:29:03 AM): but you know when ur so happy you live off of that and it gives you so much energy you dont need sleep
aqCobrA (12:29:12 AM): thats what i get when i talk to you
atlfalcons4 2 (12:29:21 AM): awwww jessie you make me melt
aqCobrA (12:29:44 AM): i also like how you say awww
atlfalcons4 2 (12:29:46 AM): do you hate it when i say awww? im a little insecure about it sometimes but tehres no other word to really take its place
aqCobrA (12:29:53 AM): nope haha
aqCobrA (12:30:04 AM): as i clarified above
atlfalcons4 2 (12:30:09 AM): wowww
okay haha...
i pasted a TON
because
i can
its amazing how we get along and click so perfectly. hes away and then gets his wisdom teeth out on wed... and then we're watching boy meets world and such shows all day and sitting around cuz he'll be drugged up and a chipmunk.
Ah I have to stop talking about him, but everything reminds me of him already.
Especially the rain
I had a college tour today, University Park, i already know im goign there but it was decent.
I'm thinking if i teach I may want to teach health. Basically... I want to live Lynch's life. SHe majored in health ed specialized in eating disorders and minored in psych.
I think i may have to talk to her.
College is soon, im pretty excited actually. So much independence, and even my own mail box. I get to look out for me with no one really telling me what to do. I'm thrilled
My mom finally relized OH! shes moving out next june!
and i was like YESS!!! thats why ive been saying its my last summer and youve been here rolling your eyes!
Anyways
I think Liz is mad at me and I feel awful. I tried to cheer her up last night but she took what I was saying wrong and signed off before I could explain what i meant. And then today I asked my mom if i could check my messages and see if i got any during the college tour... and apparently she left me one a day or two ago and my phone never told me. So i was like... shit.
Shes sweet. I hope she realizes that and realizes that if someone fades out its 100% thier loss. Cuz shes beautiful and outgoing and not afraid to be who she wants.
I look up to her.
I jsut woke up from a nap tho, in the last 48 hours ive gotten 5 of sleep so i decided to pick up a few.
I'm gonna go get a drink tho, my throats dry and ive been singing so much lately.
Shit! no! i didnt even talk about last night!
Trev and I went dt and threw candy at people and i realize i have horid aim but he kicks ass at throwing things behind his back... there IS a smoothie king tho it was closed. And we went to yogurt express and i got a lemon, lime, strawberry smoothie and it was SO sour but really good. It grew on me.
He's amazing. I miss him
7:29 p.m. - 2004-07-25
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