It's 9 o'clock right now, not that early for me but in the case that I didn't get to Hillary's till four, sleep till five and home till 8... I'm pretty damn tired.
Yet at the same time not at all. I TRIED to go back to sleep but all i could think about was last night and all the events and I was too akwake to sleep.
Wow...
Last night was something you NEVER forget
Yet I woke up wondering if it was all a dream.
I wish I could be a writer, one that can capture the essence of anything and save it forever, I can try but no matter what I type wont be LAST NIGHT. Last night was....everything and the biggest adventure of my life by far.
I'll start at 11:34, I had a lot of fun previously that night and evening which I also have to write about but my night with Trevor... I have to write that now, its whats keeping me awake.
So back to that time. Trevor and I met at the Waffle Shop. Haha I was already paranoid thinking someone would ask me why I was in the back lot... however there was no reason for that and Trevor WALKED there and if I ever did that alone that late I'd be like whoa...nervious.
So we proceeded to go to the unimart to buy *eggs* (ah how those eggs come into play later) I got to go in because Trevor was a NINJA! and next time I do this I will be too because dressing for its half the experience.
And we went to blue course and parked up in lisa maceks neighboorhood along the street. I kept my doors unlocked and hid the keys in the back cuz I had no pockets... AND... we were on our way... this here is where the true night begins....
The trees lining blue course were a pretty good shield from passing cars so we chose to stand there. Trevor went first and I followed by chucking Butch (my frist egg ever threw) and we both missed. But then... I threw one and wow... it was like 'thump!' and we RAN! we hit the car and jsut took off through the neighborhood until we reached the jeep and hid for 5mins or so. And I thought that was scary because the guy stopped the car and yelled something...
We took and egg for each hand and left the jeep being cautious that there weren't any cops that the driver could have called. And we went back to the spot, we were gonna throw one more egg and then go elsewhere to be safe. I smile that we threw the last egg. Trevor hit the next car that came and it stopped, did a u-turn and we saw flashing cop lights a little ahead... OH SHIT! we RAN like i have never ran before! through so many lawns and it was so fast that I thought I was going to literally stumble and fall on my face. And everytime I stopped for a second and thought the coast was clear... the car was RIGHT behind us. Wow we just kept running through dirt mounds that I would have hidden behind nicely except for the car was on us so close. And I fell behind because Trev is an olympic runner and I'm out of shape. I feel in the mud behind a dirt mound. I tripped and smashed my two remaining eggs and wondered if i should stay on the ground or get up and run again...
I ran again.. I think I may have tripped again too. But I caught up with Trevor and we were still basically on a road and the car was still there and I thought wow, I'm gonna die. So I had a random crazy thought and was like... follow me and we walked 30 feet in to brush and waited.
Not only was the car still there... It stopped on the street right beside us AND another car came and parked on the street behind us. I was so scared. Like wow...theyre gonna find us for sure they have us surrounded.
And so we waited... not moving a muscle. I was sitting down and Trev was standing. I could have sworn I heard someone looking around in the brush and the more I listened the closer it seemed that they were and I could have sworn they were right behind Trevor but I was too scared to look up becuase I thought that they would see my head move and I'd blow it.
I don't think anyone was ever there. Any movement was from him. And we were cautious.
Trev couldnt sit down forever becuase of the noise it would make and we were in the middle of thorns. There were people talkig really loudly and I was shaking.
This night has three parts. The one I just told, laying in the woods, and getting back to the jeep.
Trevor and I were fugatives. I felt like one and it was amazing. Knowing that if you move you could get caught so you sit afraid to breathe. Amazing.
Time passed and the people were still talking and it came to if they were talking loudly I felt okay because I figured they wouldnt hear us move that much so we both laid down.
The rest of this seems like a dream to me and I can't put it in to words the way I felt but it was so peaceful and nice being with Trevor. It felt as if I'd known him forever and I was so comfortable. The people started setting off fireworks and they would have been really pretty to see but they were to our right and we were still semi scared to move at that point. By then we figured if there were cops, they were gone and it was only college students now trying to get us. But we had the nicest view of the stars and the big dipper was right over head so we laid back and took everything in.
Sigh... From then on it was a dream because it was one of those adventures I've always wanted to have. Something I'd see in a movie or make up in my sleep and think that it would be wonderful for it ever to happen. But it did... and it was real.
And for the next three hours Trev and I laid in the brush and just laid...and slept and that was perfect and we gave each other back massages and he gives the best out of anyone that I know. mmmmm and his kissing... heavenly. As I type that I close my eyes and imagine kissing him, it makes me smile. And I loved playing with his hair and the feel of it in my fingers. At the end we stroked each others arms so lightly and I thought I was the only one who did that or just loved that, but he was like this feels so good it makes you tingle. So we sat there and did that for some time.
It was nice wispering to him for those three hours because it was never awkward. He's so easy to talk to about anything and he has the best stories, I hope someday I do half the sweet things he has and am able to retell them so well.
We left the woods, I'd say around 3 probably a while after and headed back to the neighborhood. We ran a far way... I didn't realize it till I walked it because the dirt mound I remember being RIGHT there was actually a block or two away. Still it was so scary because we werent completely sure the car was gone or if anyone was still there and we left the egg carton in the FRONT of the jeep so I was scared they were staking out the jeep waiting for our return.
I dont think people are that complex though but it gave me a rush thinking about it. We walked the whole way around to check the enterance was clear and then proceeded to walk to the jeep when this stealthy car went by REALLY slowly without its lights on so we hid behind this house.
The rest of the way to the jeep was fairly uneventful, there was no one out and we didn't see another car. I felt like an agent or a criminal one of the two jsut sneaking around and checking around every corner to make sure everything was clear.
Trevor was right about adrenaline hightening your senses a ton. I was more alert than I've been in years or maybe than I've ever been.
I saw three shooting stars last night. I haven't seen so many since I was a kid, it made the night more perfect.
The combination was perfect. The rush of being terrified and chased is one of the best feelings in the world and then it was followed by this perfect happiness and contentness which I also live for... then another round of fear with happiness tied in, the last rush was more undercover sneekiness not fleeing top speed. They are two differnt rushes in my book.
We got out no problem and when we reached blue course and got past the waffle shop I was like wow... we made it....wow.
I dropped Trev off by his nighborhood and drove to Hillary's to sleep.
Yeah... they didn't wake up, I called her and Caitlin... and so I tapped on the windows and tehy awoke and let me in at 4 in the morning. I was soooo cold, muddy and soaked from the dirt mounds and sloshy puddles. I was thorn pricked and leaf covered. And I changed into my pjs, covered up under a warm blanket on the leather couch and fell asleep...
What a perfect night. I'm serious last night made my life complete. It was my first real adventure and it was better than I could have ever imagined possible in my life.
Sigh
I love my life
Trevor is my favorite person to be with ever right now.
And now about my evening which was also amazing and so it just made my night as a whole even more perfect.
Trevor and I went mini golfing which was so kick ass because I haven't been there for years nor have I held a golf club for many years. I'm a bit rusty lol but I do love it. We both managed to get our balls in the water whether by a rock or under a bridge. We're good though I'm really glad we went.
We also went to mcdonalds for a bit of food before we left. Basically.... whatever I do with Trevor is kick ass.
I dropped him off and went downtown with Liz, Hillz, Caitlin, Jen and Chris. It was a really chill night, for me at least. Hillz was really hyper and it was really funny and made me laugh a lot i missed her a ton. Haha her and her Fiji water. WE sat on a bench a lot of the night and just talked... I do love my life.
In essence I had the most perfect night of my life. I have the best friends and Trevor is the mst amazing guy I've ever met.
This is going to be an adventurous summer. I'm never going to forget any of this
9:03 a.m. - 2004-07-25
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