Thank you, you made my mind up for me when you started to ignore me. You wont see a single tear, it isn't gonna happen here. At least not today, not today... not todayyyyy
If its over let it go and... come tomorrow it will be so yesterday so yesterdayy, I'm just a bird thats already flown away LAUGH IT OFF, let it go And when you wake up it will seem so yesterday. HAVENT YOU HEARD THAT I'M GONNA BE OKAY??
Yeah so I'm Hillary Duffing it this afternoon. And I like Hillary Duff and shes not some kid singer. So there
bitch
I think I'm healing and at the same time feeling a lot worse. I need my happy music to sing to.... AND IVE BEEN singing to that happy music ALL DAY long!
Psh I'm a loser.
Yeah.... before I got to my computer I was thinking that I was becoming depressed but my style of writing is contradicting that.
I think however that that may be fake, my writing. I mean I'm not talking like that purposfully but I'm pretty sure its a defense I've built up to hurt feelings.
I can't believe I thought he'd come. What was I expecting? Did I mention Andy found Mitch's presents in Chris' car? That makes me reallay uspet.
Okay thats enough
I don't like my writing because its a fake happy due to my happy music.
But in all honestly I'm NOT okay, and I've been literally sitting in my room all day painting and listening to music.
I'm not going to fake my hurt if I can help it. I'm really going to miss him. I've never got along as well with someone as I did with Mitch. We fought.... everyday... but you know I loved it. I've never been so open with a person and unafraid to be my crazy self. Wow it was nice being so crazy, because he would never judge me, he said he looked up to me.
But thats over and I'm done. He ignored me.
"To every broken heart in here. Love was once a part but now its dissappeared. She said its all about the choices that you make. Even when you think youre right YOU HAVE TO GIVE TO TAKE...."
I'm gonna be okay... I always am
Although... I've never had to get over something like this...
We'll see, we'll see
5:43 p.m. - 2004-07-21
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