i tried to delete every entry. i didnt relize i have liek 3 years worth in here. and since theyre all one by one i decided that would be rediculous to do.
im completely lost. defenseless. numb. and i'm letting myself that way. i dont want to seem happy without you. i dont want you to think thats how i am when ur not in my life. you are my life. if you kill me then ill be dead but i'll take all ur attempts to kill me and love you the entire time.
im really not functionable. im gonna fuck up this entire semester in one week.
2:16 p.m. - 04-29-06
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