gahhh i would get addicted to writing in this again wouldnt i?
i dont even know what to write. i love that brownie and lonny and chubbs are looking out for me. i hate that they are beign so strict with me but i appreciate that they took me aside and said i was one of that group now and if anyone hurt me theyd beat them up and they stayed the night to make sure i didnt do anything stupid.
allen was mean last night. drew said it was because he like me. i knew as much i just didnt think he'd be an asshole to anyone else for it. but him and brownie played int he fire like chucking burning logs and i didnt know i was afraid of fire till then, but i ended up chucking and ember at some kid who's name i forget.
chubbs chris and i smoked with brennan, cant say i knew he lived 2 houses down from allen but nevertheless it was sweet.
tho bren told me somethings i wasnt aware of. it made me kind of not care.
chubbs and lonny made me laugh the most i have in ages cuz they kept singing jessie and hitting me over the head with a bottle so we had couch wars that turned in the 4 person pile up attacks.
i dont know.
yes i do. i like this i do. and brownie made me shake on going back tonight so that i will.
this is summer first of all
and you cant say you have two things when neither are even yours in the first place.
thats bitter i understand. i'm still tired i'll lighten up
12:45 p.m. - 07-21-05
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