so i finally got fed up with nicks suicide remarks so i bitched at him cuz i know its the only way he'd ever listen. and i got to him, and he took all the lonliness stuff away.
at my expense. i cured him but he laughed at me in the process. and i'll once again be the stupid jessie girl.
aqCobrA: so what made you change ur info?.
nicktheeslick: you did.
aqCobrA: what did i do?.
nicktheeslick: left me msgs.
aqCobrA: howd that do it.
nicktheeslick: and you wouldnt talk to me.
aqCobrA: i dont get it.
nicktheeslick: you said i was pathetic and wouldnt talk to me.
aqCobrA: and you actually took what i said to heart?.
nicktheeslick: it would seem so.
but if what i said was so stupid, why has he stopped being depressed?
someday i'll learn how to live with him and be able to help someone without putting myself in pain.
here let me take some weight off your shoulders, but realize the only place for me to put it is onto mine.
7:06 p.m. - 01-31-05
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