Jamie Hampster is going pretty crazy down here on my floor, i think he hates it now that it is clean.
Lifes really bland lately, I"m sure a lot of great stuff has happened to me but im not it the state of mind that i percieve it as good.
I need to be loved for that, by some amazing guy...
Nicks like asking everyone about Jayne, i sorta wanna have my normal wtf are you thinking talks at this point especailly since this one is that much suicide but then i remember he never existed.
Kissed Mitch in the hall yesterday, I'm sort of wishing I hadnt because it made me realize how much ive missed him. And I can't do that to myself again either.
Sigh lol how come its the ones you end up loving the most and longest that kill you the most and so frequently too?
Thats why college is gonna be sweet next year, all new start, no oldies to fall back on like i constantly find myself doing.
(Jamie Hampster is burrying himself in a pile of dirty clothes)
So I switched my 1st and 2nd pd classes and am almost regretting it now. I cant wait to be with Mitch and Cait but I really did like my gym class a ton and Drew Bell was really starting to talk to me a lot and notice me (notice me as in reaching over and doodling penii on my notebook when class got boring and making me laugh)
Dr. K is gonna kill me for this....
Drew and Hillary were both talking to me today and both were like OMG DEJAVOU! and so all day I was trying to remember this. I mean if this DID happen before and they both had this feeling while with me... I must have been there too no?
Yeah so far nothing...
I took Cait to get her pictures today. It was really nice chilling on the curb and talking to her... there were 3 adorable pictures of nick tho, I had to convince myself I dont love him.
Damnit those boys that you just love everything about.
9:09 p.m. - Wednesday, Oct. 06, 2004
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