long convo ahead but i had to post... skip it if it bores you
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aqCobrA: hey
jeneration95: hey
aqCobrA: sorry i got pissy the other night
jeneration95: its fine
jeneration95: i realized how much he means to you
jeneration95: he really means nothing to me
aqCobrA: yeah well
aqCobrA: he means nothing to me anymore either
aqCobrA: cuz he hurt me pretty badly that night with stuff he said to me
jeneration95: i cant deal with high-maitenance people
jeneration95: yeah
aqCobrA: yeah
jeneration95: what the hell is his problem
jeneration95: he told me
jeneration95: what he said to you
jeneration95: and like
jeneration95: i told him he was crazy and that was rude
jeneration95: and he was like
jeneration95: thats who i am though
jeneration95: and i was like, well thats fucked up, im sorry. no one has to be that rude
jeneration95: no seriously
jeneration95: i know so many hotter, and more jacked up guys like that, and none of them act that way
jeneration95: he was going skitzo on me
aqCobrA: haha
jeneration95: im not attracted to him anymore
jeneration95: all my friends tell me he stalks people
jeneration95: like he tried to get with two of my friends and he doesnt know them
jeneration95: i have no idea
jeneration95: i honestly
jeneration95: have no idea
aqCobrA: no like everyone he talks to
jeneration95: 3 of my friends actually
aqCobrA: he decides he likes
aqCobrA: no
aqCobrA: i decided that i couldn never be more than a friend to him when
aqCobrA: i walked down the hall
aqCobrA: and realized every person i saw he liked at one time or anoither
jeneration95: what the fucks his problem? it will be hard for him to maintain relationships. pretty girls wont go for him because hes too fucke dup and ugly girls will be crushed by him. either way, he tries to win a control battle
jeneration95: yeah wtf is his problem
aqCobrA: donno, i kinda miss him but im not gonna give him the glory of unblocking him
jeneration95: that was just stupid tho
jeneration95: i have to tell you in detail
jeneration95: all the stuff he said to me
aqCobrA: haha
jeneration95: Damnit
jeneration95: he seriously pissed me off sooo much
jeneration95: and the fact that he analyzes himself
jeneration95: and like
jeneration95: everything basically
jeneration95: is fucking retarded
jeneration95: he was trying to put words in my mouth
jeneration95: and kept asking me questions about you
aqCobrA: what did he ask about me???
jeneration95: he kept asking me what youve told me in the past about him
jeneration95: and i was liek
jeneration95: im not going to do that-- thats stupid
aqCobrA: gay
jeneration95: i said he was asking em to do stuff he got mad at you for
jeneration95: and i was like
jeneration95: no
jeneration95: and he said "what has liz said about me"
aqCobrA: why does it matter
jeneration95: what kind of person do you think i am
jeneration95: blahblah
jeneration95: why do you want to know me
jeneration95: because you cant figure me out?
jeneration95: and when i hung out with him
jeneration95: i had to brainwash myself and tell myself he was attraction
jeneration95: attractive*
jeneration95: because i know any other given day
jeneration95: i wouldnt have thought so
aqCobrA: hahahaha i thought you said you thoght he was
jeneration95: LIKE
jeneration95: theres HOT
jeneration95: and theres
jeneration95: attractive
jeneration95: hot
jeneration95: is hot
jeneration95: like you see someone and you dont know them and they are just hot
aqCobrA: yeahhh
aqCobrA: but you said he was nice when you talked to him
jeneration95: attractive is when you have chemistry and you want something from them orrr mix with them in a way
jeneration95: yeah that ONE night
jeneration95: because he was in a good mood
jeneration95: he goes skitzo
aqCobrA: soo true
aqCobrA: thats what i love about him tho
jeneration95: what
aqCobrA: haha all the stuff that you hate
jeneration95: when he gotes skitzo?
jeneration95: thats not cool
aqCobrA: like how he analyzes himself and goes skitzo
jeneration95: he flips out
jeneration95: ew
aqCobrA: i know, but ive learned
jeneration95: it bothers me so much
jeneration95: wtf hes seriously full of himself
jeneration95: i dont get it
aqCobrA: see tho
aqCobrA: i dont know why he is
aqCobrA: and he THINKS everyones below him
aqCobrA: and its really fucked up
jeneration95: i dont think he is though
jeneration95: like last year
jeneration95: when liz told me
jeneration95: like
jeneration95: ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
jeneration95: hot would be brad pitt to me
aqCobrA: hhahaha
aqCobrA: yeah
aqCobrA: but i still love him
aqCobrA: like
aqCobrA: n
aqCobrA: o
jeneration95: attractive would be like.... chris carrabba or whatever from blahblah
jeneration95: from
aqCobrA: id love him if he didnt have a nose
jeneration95: why the hell is my head blank
aqCobrA: or like
aqCobrA: a dick
jeneration95: WHY
aqCobrA: i love him in that way
aqCobrA: haha
jeneration95: thats so weird
jeneration95: i dont see him as a good person AT ALL
jeneration95: how
jeneration95: i really
jeneration95: dont get it
aqCobrA: i dont anymore either
jeneration95: maybe its his family?
aqCobrA: i LOVE
jeneration95: like his sister or how hes grown up
aqCobrA: i love his youngest sister
aqCobrA: like
aqCobrA: i wanna jsut go over, and hang out with her
jeneration95: awww
jeneration95: thats so cute
jeneration95: yeah he better be nice to them
aqCobrA: hes good most of the time
jeneration95: i dont know jessie
jeneration95: but
jeneration95: we have to talk about this sometime
jeneration95: because
jeneration95: i have a lot to tell you
aqCobrA: haha alrighty
jeneration95: but so you know
jeneration95: i dont want to be in his life
jeneration95: and i really want you to help me in the future
aqCobrA: well we wont be together haha
jeneration95: if i ever say anything about him again
jeneration95: PLEASE SAY do you know what the fuck youre thinking
aqCobrA: hahaha
aqCobrA: alright
aqCobrA: its a promis
jeneration95: PLEASE
jeneration95: like
jeneration95: i cant
jeneration95: do that
jeneration95: thats a lot of emotional trama
jeneration95: holy shit
jeneration95: props to you for dealing with it
aqCobrA: haha its a weird problem i have
jeneration95: do you get attached to guys easily
jeneration95: or
jeneration95: like a unique characteristic
jeneration95: or
jeneration95: something??? i dont know
jeneration95: i just dont see
jeneration95: how people could REALLY love him
jeneration95: like a girl. because. hes mean.
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TOO BAD HES AN ASSHOLE.
and i dont wanna know that kid
bye bye beautiful, dont bother to write.
9:25 p.m. - Sunday, Sept. 26, 2004
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