And it's breakin' my heart you're leavin'
Baby, I'm greavin'
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
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Trevor Shipley is gone and as much as I think I just have to wait and he will come back....
He's not coming back
Ever, not for good
How do I move on when he was my perfect person? How will anyone ever live up to how he was to me? I miss him so much.
So I guess I have to move on, i mean he's not coming back, I'll never be with him and I'm probably jsut hurting him calling and stuff.
God I miss him so much. I wish I had a genie, just one wish in the entire fucking world. One that I could wish for the moon and the stars, I could wish for all the money I could ever need or straight a's or to have everyone love me ever. And I would wish that I could be with Trevor Shipley forever. Cuz honestly with him I wouldnt mind every bad thing going on in my life and without him every good thing isn't as great.
But I don't have a wish. Not a shooting star, not a dandelion, I haven't found a pot of gold nor do I have a magic lamp. So I guess I have to end this though for me it will never end, everything will always still be Trev-orrr but Trev is gone, lifes not fair.
So Ward like hates me. Doesn't hate me but never talks to me so I guess I wont persue that. I must admit its kind of dissappointing cuz I was really starting to like him a lot. He's really adorable to cuddle with and we have some awesome conversations. Oh well.
Hillary says Adam Pisoni is my type. Liz says shed arrange our meeting. I hope its sweet, I really want a bf, or just some guy to be chill with.
I've been dt a lot. Once with Hillz and Ward, last night with Liz and Freiji, and tonight with just Hillz. Went to Crowbar, Wegmans, Hillary's living room and Lindsay's appt.
Lifes good but I need love. I really do and im really sad lacking it. I hate that I thought I was falling for Ward and then he never talks to me. Oh well Adam's sweet with my friends anyways. Haha I don't even know him and I'm talking like we'll be something.
I want somebody to love
11:39 p.m. - Tuesday, Aug. 24, 2004
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