I went on invisable... like okay, im gonna talk to liz and jones...
and errrrrrrr the people i'm trying to avoid TALK TO ME!!! DEFEATING MY PURPOSE!
phototlo: okay. are you her older sister or younger sister
aqCobrA: younger shes the oldest
phototlo: yeah... you sister is definatly the most beautiful girl i've ever seen
aqCobrA: who are you?
phototlo: someone who has no chances with your sister but still chooses to try
aqCobrA: you give me little to work with
phototlo: you wanna name?
aqCobrA: i probably wont know you anyways actaully
phototlo: she barely knows me and the same goes with me
phototlo: she really cares for another guy who i know
phototlo: my name is Travis O'Conner
aqCobrA: trevor?
phototlo: that who she like loves
phototlo: yeah i know him
phototlo: im not good freinds with him but i know him
aqCobrA: im glad you know him
aqCobrA: hes a good guy
aqCobrA: she really adores him
phototlo: yep
phototlo: and my confindence deflates once again
aqCobrA: whys that?
phototlo: cause she'll prob never get over him and...
phototlo: i don't know i just don't think i would be the kind of guy to be lucky enough to be with your sister
aqCobrA: shes not that great
phototlo: why do you say taht
aqCobrA: shes my sister not god
phototlo: i know taht
aqCobrA: haha you act like shes all mighty or somethign
phototlo: who knows maybe she isnt everything i would think she is but from what i know right now she's an awsome girl
phototlo: i guess im just looking for someone really great
phototlo: and talking to your sister already gives me a good feeling
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You know... coming from Trev... I'd be like I love you...
Whys he gone? Why can't I cuddle with him or fall asleep with him? Why can't I kiss him? Or hear his voice? Why's he so far away?
I never wanna move on. If hes not here I'll just live with him in my head forever...
end of story.
Cuz NO ONE else is him. not a million miles close to being him.
I had a dream last night! it was christmas eve and we had this queen bed and had a sleepover but my dad took my place when i got up so we slept in sleeping bags in the living room.
Honestly. I hate guys. If they show interest... I'm like eff you. That turns me off the most. Showing interest like that.
Trev and I just knew.
I miss him more each new thing that happens
12:12 a.m. - Wednesday, Aug. 11, 2004
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